Emo

Today i felt motionless and cold. People/friends called me emo, which to me is both a comment and a disgust. I don't want to be classefied, but i do like the main thinking of emos, although it would be nice to call them something that sounds better. But my sore throat and cold, or whatever illness i currently have, affected my mood great. But i felt nothing, when i laughed it seemed fake and i was indifferent to every issue that would have caused me to yell, which i couldn't because of my sore throat. I was unable to hold my mask up and was left wide open, which sacres me now to think of. But I love my life with out my mask, but will i ever be able to take it off again?