Freinds

My friends can get on my nerves. They care, but sometimes they don't care enough. It's like, when I want, need, attention they choose to leave me be, but when I need to be left alone they crowd me till I can't breath. Right now, I just need people, besides my family, to be around me so that I won't feel forgotten, but as always during break, my connections with people have broken off to something barely recognizable. If I have to make the only effort to connect with people, why should I bother. If they don't want to bother calling, why should I?

Thinking

When I'm alone with my thoughts they tend to wonder in various places. I have thought of a million things that I would never actually go through with, which is a good thing. But is it because I'm to cowardly to act on my thoughts or not strong enough to control my thoughts? (Yeah, this is a mega short one)